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I'm Jessica, 20, FIDM Alumni, with a Degree in Visual Communications. Little bass bunny that's not all that complicated, just trying to learn and grow as much as I can. I'm determined to do well for myself in this life, I just have to remain positive and driven. I've grown an amazing love and respect for EDM, and the culture that comes with it. Nothing but love, happiness and good vibes; its all i want and need<3 |
honestly having to go to work has become just so difficult for me, i hate being there and having to deal with everyone’s bullshit actually let me specific here i hate having to deal with our new managements bullshit. i personally love all the associates and the other two SL’s that have the same title as i do. but its becoming to the point were its just not worth it anymore, if there is an issues with the way i dress then address the issue dont talk about me behind my back and be all shady and unprofessional. and now there is no way im buying close from the store im not waiting my money on that and no where did it say that i have to wear clothing from the store i just have to emulate what the current trends are. and their is so much more that im irritated with im just over it. time to move on and find something better and worth being irritated over. i need to get my career path going.
Why is it that I’m such a chatter box on a normal day that when I need to say what’s on my mind that I can never say what is needed to be said?
I hate being scared, I never used to be like this I was always filled with confidence totally had a “well screw you then” mentality when I didn’t hear what I wanted.
Ugh man.
the point of not wanting to try anymore because you’ve been the one putting so much effort into a friendship? ive reached that point and it makes me sad knowing that what if after i stop trying, the other person in this friendship will start to try, after ive been putting in all this time and effort.
i know it’s life and thats how it is but it just truly makes me sad knowing i might just stop and give up…..meh.
dinner need to get moving so i can feast and eat my feelings
Put your happiest fake smile on baby girl, and show them what your made of. Looking my loftiest for our DM visit #me #loft #anntaylor #anntaylorloft #hi #meow #kitten #bleh #weirdday (Taken with Instagram at Ann Taylor Loft)
sticky situations such as these get you stuck in the worst place. it makes me really sad that im about to lose a friend, that i wish i didnt have to lose.
fuck.
